I've found that in order for a wound to heal properly, you must clean and disinfect it. If you allow that wound to close with all that pus and infection in it, it will soon burst back open.
Same goes for our soul. Though I thought that my wounds were completely healed, they were not. I tried to cover them up, with bandages, gauze and tape, without disinfecting and cleansing them properly, and now look whats happened; they are oozing all over the place. I can't have that, so I must clean it up, disinfect it and allow it to heal properly.
My writing is my disinfectant. It is my cleansing process, so that I may heal properly, so that I may be able to help someone else. Cleanse so that the holes in my soul, head, and heart will close and heal properly and never return.
I need to cleanse these wounds, so that the oozing will stop (the crying, the sleepless nights, the depression), so that I can be whole, free from holes.
Whatever it takes for you to cleanse, do that. I'm doing this.
-COCO-
No comments:
Post a Comment